Amkss Trumpet Section!

the past few days have been equally disgusting=x this is all thanks to some inconsiderate people I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! im like this atomic bomb... gonna explode anytime... so i'll explode here *chi pa boom* haiis... how many times do i have to say this IM A HUMAN ! NOT AN OBJECT YOU DONT USE ME AS SOMETHING TO BET WITH AND PLEASE DONT P.M.S IN FRONT OF ME AND ONLY TREAT ME WELL AS AND WHEN YOU LIKE I HAVE FEELINGS TOO! WHEN WILL YOU UNDERSTAND?! my conclus ion: this is out to all girls NV TRUST GUYS EASILY well... there are a few exceptions... but not many.. *sorry guys... i dont mean it* but im REALLY ANGRY! qing

its been a dsgusting week for me, been sick and lying in my bed for the past week=\ had on off fevers and very bad headache. then had stomach flu, lots of air in the stomach, so uncomfortable..! only went to school on wednesday... 1 day week! you peeps must be jealous! but being sick isnt very nice. then... things start to complicate. that sms from him made me confused and messed up. i shdnt have started all these... haiis. but in the end... they were just lies. i was there lying in bed... feeling a little happier for once then... all these turned out to be just a... LIE! im not angry... and i dont hate you and i wun... cos it would be childish for me to do so. but... why? why do you have to do this? well... but after this... it made me realise that... mayb i've only treated you as a fren all along. there wasnt love at all from the very beginning. to my dearest kor : are you that determined not to talk to me? or are you simply just shocked by what i've said? i really didnt mean...

here to post again yan ling dun so emo leh lol. scary sia ahaha. the band rm's always open, i always do my best to ensure that. i would go to band rm everyday if i could, so u dun have to worry that the room would be closed. hoo boy. here we go. i relish the role of BMA, but it's also kinda scary, hearing what all the former leaders have said. doesn't matter, i'll do my best, and for damn sure i'll do well. must have confidence hahah. man utd drew with sunderland! sonofab****. how can liddat. chelsea also beat bolton. finish liao, no more title. crapshit. nvm...at least still have automatic qualification to the champion's league next season. on a local front, i need to play more football lol. i miss playing with the band dudes haha. ball control and dribbling! also, need to find some time in the hols to go shopping for games with Boon. got money but no time. i've been putting this off since CNY ended, very long already. i need an RPG, a new FPS and a UT, pre...

all of the sudden -life has become so dull -the world seems so empty -my life seems so empty -the bandroom seems so empty -my mind seems so empty, no music today, i reach home early i was so energised i would rather be tired and reached home at 7 plus rather than 3 plus... suddenly, when the concert ended my life seems to have ended too the lively music in the air oso ended the laughter we usually have oso ended now then i know how important band is to miie really, i hate exams for it is the time for us to study and the time band stops -lingg-

its a usual thursday but there's this unusual feeling an usual absence because of band? or something else? you? haiis... used to have sectionals after school on thursday life feels empty... miss band shoo much suddenly most importantly... i miss my section=( reached home at 1500 today shoo early! was home alone... thursdays have never been like that firstly no sectionals feels weird... secondly kor wasnt here to pei me felt so weird love ya kor... i miss ya haiis... boring life i have! qing i miss my secion

finallly, the sec4s are leaving soon... this one year and four months have been a real real great time for miie... under the love of yuqing, stillness of liangyun, the care of glenn... and the laughter of this three best seniors... we have grown up to become the seniors of tashphyll, germaine and iris... since the time when we, the sec1s for year 2005 joins the band, we have our doubts and questions... but our seniors answered them and i myself have never regretted my decision of joining band and i am sure the others share the same thoughts... now... they are leaving, we should learn to be interpendent and not relying on the seniors... they have given the section their entire school-life, their mind, soul, energy and enthusiatism... now, it it time for us to continue on wadd they have did... really hope that the juniors would be more enthu... love the band... love your instrument... give the passion... -lingg-

stepping real soon... my band life's coming to an end! hais. turned back and thought of those days when i was a only a sec 1... thinking that 4 years is a long way to go. 4 years suddenly seemed so short. my band life seemed like a roller coaster ride... with lots of ups and downs. band has really added alot of colors to my life... making it meaningful and unforgettable. i just wanna let my dearest trumpet section know how much i love and cherish you guys. you guys were awesome... really cant bear to leave all of you. we've been throught thick and thin together. those happy, sad and nervous moments were simply memorable. a few really unforgettable moments: i remember my birthday last year... when my 4 little juniors suddenly 'attacked' me when i was conducting senior sectionals. it was my best birthday ever... really... i was so touched. another moment was the day when cheng song talked to us. we stood in a circle... hugged each other and cried. and of cause the days we...

today zhiyang win the campus superstar le, so cool.... I oso quite sad bcoz teresa out, i support both of them loh, so when i watch the last part, is a hard time for me!!!!!!! when xin hui and zhiyang sang, damn sux lah. xin hui act cute loh! and she looks too old for zhiyang. I like junyang theirs, sound good and looks good. hahas...=) BTW, aiyo, a few more practice, i need to say byebye to band liao, hehe.... quite sad lah, bcoz i had put lots of times and hardships into the band. (bt sometimes hate it oso> the juniors oso give some supports to ur sl bah, dun give him too much presure oso, thx... And, i gana a April fool's joke yesterday!!!!!!!!! sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz DAMN IT cloud